Mk, so my day started off at school pretty good. Jamie was making me laugh so fucking hard in the link before school that I thought I was gonna die..I love that girl and I don't know what I woulda done without that good thing this morning!! Justin was my savior this morning and brought some lick to school, so I drank some before 1st hour cuz he wanted to kno how it tasted ((and other people who drank were standing there, but he chose me for some reason)) and it was pretty damn good. Well then durning 3rd hour things started getting iffy. Its health and I have it with Elizabeth and Kirsten. Well once again it seemed like Elizabeth was writting to Kirsten about me, which wouldn't be ANYTHING new. But then me and Kirsten started talking, and she told me how she might be moving in with her dad and shit, and I feel really bad for her because that is a HUGE decision for her, but she's not "trusted" at her home right now, and I don't know how she put up with it for this long. After school Brittney broke up with David!! YAYYY! BUT the only bad thing is that I think that their gonna end up going back out, because Brittney isn't strong enough to stay away from David for to long..4th hour I talked to Justin for a little bit, and same with my buddy Jack.
Well as soon as I get home, I see that Chase has called me...Which ugh I still donno how I feel about talking to him because of what he did, but for now I'm talking to him, since I really don't have anyone else that I can trust besides Marcus. So I was talking to him, and he was telling me how Mikey bought the car that he was gonna buy from Pete, and how pissed he was about that, and how Paul was backing him up. I felt bad for the guy because him and Paul have been best friends for god knows how long, and now he's picking someone who hes only talked to for about 2 years over him?? Poor guy. So we were talkin for awhile and I told him that I'd call him later because I was really tired.
After I napped Brittney called me and reminded me that we had to go to church, so we went and I had some great fun there surprisingly!!
Once I got home I went online. And here is where all the drama starts. I was talking to Elizabeth, and she told me that he "buddy boo" was online..And I said "Who? Anthony?" <~~ You kno, her BOYFRIEND..And she was like "No, Justin" And I was just like..."oh..." I mean COME ON why the FUCK does she have to rub it in my face how close they are when she KNOWS that it hurts me!!!?!?! I swear, she likes to rub shit in other peoples faces and I'm getting VERY sick of it because she does it to me everyday. Well then to make shit worse we kept talking about him, and she said "I thought that u knew.." and i was like "wait, knew what?" And she said "that Justin likes me" i almost had a fucking heart attack. no joke. that was at about 9ish and I've been balling my eyes out ever since. I hate this. She knows how much he means to me, and she told me that she doesn't like him, but how the fuck am I supposed to believe that when there was shit going around about HER kissing HIM back when me and him went out?? HUMMMM NOW! She has 3 other people that she has feelings for right now NOT INCLUDING her fucking boyfriend. Does she really need to flirt with MY ex right infront of me??? And of course I can't bring this up to her because she'll think that I'm being a drama queen and over reacting. Maybe I am. But if you have ever liked someone beond words without loving them, and then losing you virginity to them, you MIGHT understand what it feels like right now.
Well Chase called me back, and he made me feel better. We were talking and he was calling me a slut and a bitch ((I WANTED TO SHOOT HIM)) and I was like "If I'm such a slut and a bitch then why do you still talk to me" and he goes "Amanda, you know I'm just playin with ya" and actually I didn't know that...It took a lot for him to say that. And I guess someone was trying to find out my number, and he wuldn't give it to them without knowing who wanted it and why..And just an FYI for ya'll out there, Chase always gives out numbers, no questions asked...So it was like he was trying to protect me or something? Then I had to get off the phone and "go to sleep" YEA RIGHT. So I asked him if he was gonna call me back.. And he said that he would "talk to me in school tomorrow" which is weird since he NEVER talks to me in school. But whatever.
Well I should try and get some sleep since I have a huge ass lifeguarding test tomorrow IN the fucking pool, where I have to play a DROWNDING victum and if I don't get to sleep now, I might actually drownd!! Wish me luck people!
Oh yea and Margo, if you want ur damn sweat pants which I DID NOT STEAL you can come and get them because I have no time to come and give them to you. So deal with it otherwise have fun getting them back. Not to be a bitch or anything but you need to CALM THE FUCK down with ur attitude!!!
<333 MwAh*** Amanda Marie <3